Monthly Archives: July 2011

Silent Sunday

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The Safe Inside My Head.

Something must have changed in me lately, as I feel much more able to think and write about Sausage’s birth and I’m hoping that’s a positive step. But I must admit, there is something which scares me about the whole process and that’s remembering things which have been firmly buried inside my head. I think that’s a huge part of my reluctance to go to a counsellor, I know there is so much I don’t …

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Ink

I mentioned in a post a little while ago that I was thinking about getting a new tattoo, it’s something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time, mostly since Sausage was born as I wanted to get something that was a tribute to her. But not in a Miami Ink, “I’m getting that tattoo to celebrate my dog, who’s managed to stay clean of his heroin addiction for a whole 90 days now” …

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Not All Wounds Are Visible.

If you’re a regular reader of my blog, you’ll know that the last almost-three years of my life has been very much shaped by the traumatic birth of Sausage, and how angry I am about the circumstances surrounding it all. But, although I’ve written my birth story, both on here and for Maternity Matters, I’m not sure I’ve ever really gone into detail about how it’s really affected me. I mentioned in a blog post …

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